HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
t-rex gaygay
twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Thursday, June 29, 2006, 7:29 AM
Hola my frenz!its been a long time since i've logged into my blogspot acc. i actually forgot my login name and remembered my password which is, like, 14 letters long. long right? anyway, today is 29 june. a day after my sisters birthday and abt 11 MORE DAYS TO MINE. i'll be TWELVE this year. finally. nxt year sec 1. i won't be called a BABY anymore in my family. LAWL! today was also the 4x400m B girls qualifying round. we qualified. yay! the sad thing is tt i didn't qualify for 800m sia. and i'm worried for my high jump leh. i HAVEN'T TRAINED for it at all yet. the last time i did, i got myself injured. pray tt a miracle happens to me pls! PLS OH GOD, PLS. let me have this miraculous and sudden ability to jump higher than i ever did. hahaha. yesterday was my sis' bday. she was not at home much. so bad. her frenz bought for her two tiny baby hamsters. they are so cute and loveable. =) i want to win trophy le. but then i'm scared tt if i don't, coach, mr ravi, dr ho, miss tan and etc will scold me because i never win a stupid trophy for THEM. they want the skewl to be famous so they use the MAJESTIC track and field athletes to bring them glory. THEY WANT OUR trophys sia. damn what le. i know i shldn't be using all this "leh" and "lor" stuff but i can't help it. i've been in Sgpore all my life so my slang is complete singlish but there are occasions when i speak gd eng. not always tho. heh heh. i can't get those words out of mi life. they are a part of my identity which is, as a singaporean, unique. i'm mixed with loads of diff nationalities. it troubles me to say everything to my frenz when i'm not tt sure whether it is correct. at least tt is what my relative say. i'm now infront of the com and watching my sister change the hay and stuff of the hamster cage. i didn't know tt there is such a thing as bathing sand for hamsters. the bathing sand she has smells all lemonie and stuff. it makes me sneeze. the hamsters are so active. she said tt if they aren't she's in trouble because tt would probably mean tt they are sick. speaking of the word sick, i am sick. i'm down with the cold and a slight but persistant fever. >< *sneezes* haha. the hamsters are so strong. they can really make hay fly and bounce of the walls. hahaha. oooooo, guess how they take baths! they roll arnd in the sand bath pit thingy. ^ ^ kawaiiiiii! la la la la la la la la watching hamsters la la la la la la la la la la. look, Rocky is jealous of Thomas! haha. OKAAAAAAY, ENOUGH OF HAMSTER BUSINESS!lol. ok, i can't believe tt SPAIN MY DARLINGS is out of the f'ing WORLD CUP. WALAO EH! NVM! STILL GOT ARGENTINA TO ADMIRE. skewl is norm as usual. aiman's plain bandit, sean's plain smart-funny, ankita's plain boring, peeranut's plain quiet, anran's been sleeping alot, susunaing's been fun, sagarika's the norm, marco's annoyin and i haven't spoken to javis. tt's my row. no life for me at the other rows. but my row is balanced. there is the noisy and the quiet. the gd and the naughty. the smart and the not so smart. overall, its never ending humour is excellent when i'm feeling sad. the hospitality tt aiman and sean offer for me is great. =) you guys RAWK man! too bad i'm missing all the fun what with all this competition going on. wish i could be there. i guess my hormones are raging because the most popular topic tt keep overflowing my mind is sleep and boys. lawl. hormones definitely ARE kicking in. hope i get wad i want for my bday. "a guy" exists on it. loads of other kewl stuff too. want me to add? closer to my bday la. i'm SLEEPY. the worst thing is tt i'm always bankrupt at the end of the day and i owe jingwen, songbiao and ricky. $1, 1 and $2.50... altogether iis $4.50 sia.tt's more than my allowance. sheesh. sleepy sleepy sleepy sia!!! yawn, i can sleep at this computer table. anyway, i do need some rest for tmr. *rubs eyes and puts head one table.* ok i gtg, bb.....
