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Saturday, March 31, 2007, 4:21 PM
hello.
i'm very unhappy with blogger.
if i could, i would throw a table at blogger.
unfortunately, i can't. and that's making me even more angry.
but i can kill the person who made blogger, right? well, not really. i'll be charged of murder. i can see myself in the headlines already.
well, blogger seems to hate me, too. it likes to make me fume over things.
for example;
i found a new skin at blogskins.com and i did up my profile and everything. it took me two and a half horrid hours of typing, copying and pasting. once i saved it, i was horrified. jaw-dropping horrified.
THE THING WAS NOT PROPER! well, i don't know how to explain it. it just showed the picture of a frog repeatedly and some words that i can't remember. i quickly changed it back to my initial skin and redid the profile, a little.
and that's when i saw that varsha's skin was the skin i chose. so i'm partially saved. i don't like having the same skin as other people i know. it makes me look like a
poseur.
oh, don't ask me what a poseur is. find out yourself.
i realised something, too. i'm starting to lose touch with my primary school friends, but i don't want to.
pffffft.
BYES.
`shazlin
LOVESyou.
, 12:23 PM
hello.
fags.
i'm starting to despise CHIJ Toa Payoh girls, alot. after all, wasn't Gayle Nerva from there? my sister told me all abt Gayle. she has NO DIGNITY, whatsoever. and yet, she can still act cute infront of the audience. PFFFT.
if you want to know abt gayle, ask me. i am a walking Gayle encyclopedia. i've even met her and her EX-BF.
the main reason why i despise IJ TP girls is because they snigger at cedarians and act like faggots. i'm sorry i'm very vulgar towards them, but this is self-opinionated. i don't despise ALL CHIJians, only CHIJTPians. hmph.
self training on friday was okay, despite melissa torturing me during the 'abs workout'. i was dying on the mat while melissa was enjoying herself, ordering me to go faster. she wouldn't give me a break, to my horror. i had five seconds to recollect myself and start again but she made me laugh, too. she couldn't keep a straight face, either. HEH.
pour the champagne, i might be getting a weekend job. anyone care to join me? maybe not, though. especially since i'll be working for my relative. she promised to pay me well, though. OH, JOY.
ariel, get better soon. you're in a horrible state. you should've seen your own face on friday. made me worry.
i have nothing to say. nothing to rant on about so leave a tag, will you?
BYES.
SHAZLINlovesYOU.
P.S; teenagers do really scare the living shit out of me.
Thursday, March 29, 2007, 7:32 PM
it get's so hard to walk away.hello.
i'm here to only tell you about long jump.
and then, i'm leaving.
i won seventh place, which is okay, considering my competition. at least i get two points and a reputation. my first jump was 3.25 m. second was 3.16, i think. and my third jump was a NO JUMP. pfffft.
need more information? x)
first place; Taffy.
second; Tiffany.
third; Nicole.
fourth; Jin Rong.
fifth; Tulasi.
sixth; Natalie.
seventh; ME.
eight; Hafizah.
sigh.
OH, WELL. homework, it is.
BYEBYE.
`shazlinnn
LOVESyou.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 9:09 PM
oh, my.
how many 'YAY's do i have to scream before i am satisfied? probably a billion but who cares when todays events unfolded so perfectly. i'm happy with my uber performance, already. x) GARDENIA, POWER!
hello.
as unbelievable as it may seem, we have already won.i had 200m today and in my heats, i WON FIRST. i hope my timing was alright. jinrong did damn well for 200m, too. so did nicole, tiffany, clara and some others who participated. great job, to them. (: me, too...
then, as if it was
godsent (although i'm a non-believer.), nicole, syuhaidah, me and jin rong worked together and came out TOP in 4x200m STRAIGHT FINALS! whoots. i'm sorry about what happened, ixora girls. ): i sympathize. don't cry again, tiff. you did finish the race, after all. getting disqualified isn't fun, but at least you did your best, ixorians.
oh, my. i am so
HYPPPERRR. i've been in a good mood ever since we won today and i've actually done chores. whoots.
UH-OH. i forgot. after todays events, i still have
SEVEN more events to complete! but nevermind. i shall persevere and bring glory to my house AND my name. yayyayyay. tomorrow, there's long jump. and i'm really confident about it. probably because today went really well, i guess. but whatever it is,
JIAYOU TO ALL MANKIND! you'll need it. (:
sigh. i've done the picture for kimmie. so kim, please grab it. (:
applecore, who's you're friend?
ME! chip and dale, hahas. :\
oh, well. i shld be doing my abandoned homework now, so i'll ruin YOUR day by ending here. don't worry, i'll be
BACK.
`shazlinnnLOVESyou.
HEARTS.
P.S; syifa, stop bullying people. namely, ME. :\
Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 5:38 PM
hello
oooooo.
today was
crazy.
lessons before recess were okay but the highlight of today was Captains Ball during english lessons. my team won 28-5. we trashed our opponents! x) i say the girl-of-the-match would either have to be cenyun or ariel. i can't judge and say that i myself was the girl-of-the-match, can i?
ms yong was fun to play against. when she found out my initials, she kept calling me MISS A.S.S. and she kept saying thet i needed to marry someone with the initials; H.O.L.E.
pffffft. but she's uber nice. x)
ms kwok's lessons are very easy to follow. she teaches very quickly and always exaggerates her expressions but that's okay, as long as she doesn't teach like mr chan. michelle is obssessed with the story i told her about mr chan. i think she also forgot to bring the newspaper cutting of taina's letter. she promised. x)
FAT COW.
i fell asleep during art class and the operating manager, miss nair, walked around the school. when she saw me, cenyun said tt she was beckoning me to go to her so i did as i was told. she actually recognised me from the previous day and told me to meet her after school but when i went to meet her, she was OUT TO LUNCH. yes, she made and appointment and yet missed it herself. i had to rush to the side gate so i wouldn't be late in meeting aisyah and melissa to go home. we went to buy ice cream at mcdonalds first and then went home.
i can't wait to alter my skirt next month or i will have to walk around with horrible
CURTAINS when i fold my skirt. hahas.
i actually remembered to bring rachel's and rohaniza's presents today, which is a major plus. i kept forgetting up until this week. and tomorrow, i've got sports day events! thursday as well. i have 4x200m tomorrow and long jump on thursday. for 4x200m, nicole is first runner, syu is second, i'm third and jinrong's last runner. i'm pretty confident since all of us CAN run. i'm not implying anything, okay?
i'm sick of shows repeating itself on television so these days, i've actually been listening to the RADIO. radio's okay. you don't have to suffer commercial breaks THAT badly.
lifen talked about what she wanted to do after taking her 'O' Levels. she's got her life managed well, i guess. she wants to take a course concerning managing and go to polytechnic, not JC. i'm not sure about the difference between the two types of institutions but i presume it's A BIG BIG difference, considering what lifen had mentioned. she was able to map out her life so easily. i'm absolutely
clueless as to what i want to work towards, besides professional journalism and managing my own business. maybe i'll take the arts course at sec three instead of triple science. SIGH.
oh, well.
i think i might just go insane if i keep thinking too much. i'm going to rest my head, it's
splitting. oh, my.
BYE.
`shazlinnn.
Monday, March 26, 2007, 10:00 PM
yes. i am dedicating this post to annie; 26 march.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.happy birthday,
annie! you're a teenager already, i'm jealous.
oh, shoot me. (:
I HEART ANNIE. still.
`shazlinnn.
, 9:25 PM
NEWLY RELEASED VIDEO.;
My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
i love My Chemical Romance. (:
`
shazlinnn.
, 8:52 PM
hello.
oh, i love rain. i was walking to school from the macpherson bus stop when the light drizzle got heavier and heavier. i didn't run, i strolled into school and my friends were making A HUGE fuss over me being drenched. it's just slightly acidic water, right? it's not that harmful, is it? even mrs foong coaxed me into changing into my dry PE teeshirt. and i had to go through all the trouble of changing during recess, as well.
anyway, eva told me that i'm a pessimist. i agree with her. these past few days, i've not been very optimistic at all and i'm getting tired of looking on the uglier side of things. pfffft.
i'm glad i know people who appreciate MCR as much as i do. absent mindedly, most people CLAIM to love My Chemical Romance when they only LIKE ONE SONG ON AN ALBUM. i can say that i'm a fan because i listen to their albums and love
every single song on 'Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge' and 'The Black Parade'. i dislike such people who claim that they love a band when they only know one song. oh, and i dislike poseurs BIG TIME. sad to say, i direct all my negative energy to this one girl in my class because i hate the fact that she is a poseur. i refuse to specify details and make everything obvious.
wait, am i being pessimistic? oh, my.
definition of a pessimist; a person who habitually sees or anticipates the worst or is disposed to be gloomy.
okay. i'm the total opposite, except that i can be gloomy sometimes, but doesn't everybody? i'm
HYPPPERR half the time but i'm half as bad as the politician to be, ARIEL. you should read her blog, sometime. she is one of the most random person i have ever met. if you were to compare her to me, she'd win but i'd be close behind, talking jibberish. (: oh, well. that's me, for you.
tiffany is UPPER CLASS HYPER, already. i needn't say anything as those who know her will understand.
oh, my. i am deprived of sleep.
i'll be gone for awhile. (:
BYES.
`shazlinnnlovesyou.
, 12:44 AM
hello. (:
okay, what better way than to spend a sunday than ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COUNTRY.
i was missing from infront of my computer screen because i was at the SAA National Relay Championships today, watching the athletes run and spurring them on. we achieved quite alot, considering our competition.
anyways, i met rachel there. and we screamed alot. and guess who is saw? WILSON'S SISTER;
JENNIFER JANETH! i was shocked. she is in ACJC, anglo chinese junior college. i look up to her, she's good at sports and studies. she was from cedar, too! :D hahas. we're INTERCONNECTED, somehow.
i wanted to go up to her and say "hi." but i realised that she'd probably stare and me and ask me who i am. what my reply would have been; "erm. your brothers girlfriend...?" OH, MY. so i stalked off, in search for the water cooler.
after all the events, i settled myself on the ground directly infront of the standee thingy. what the hell is it called, anyway?! oh, well. watched the whole thing, cheered a little for people i knew from other schools and SANG SCHOOL CHEERS. how enthu am i? (: hahas. i went home with my seniors and i believe they took some pictures. i'll try to upload them. TRY.
reached home and actually finished my homework. arshad came to visit and taught me maths. i guess i understand more now. it's pretty simple, of you've got someone beside you, explaining as you go. :\
EDITED;
oh, my. another dream gone wrong. :\ i'm not telling you about it.
BYES.
`anisiahHEARTSyou.
Saturday, March 24, 2007, 2:01 PM
♥hello.
say what you can say,
forget what you've been told.
it's only a matter of attention,
direction,
go easy on my conscience.(guitar solo.)
it's part of the lyrics of my friend's song. he wrote it himself and played the guitar along with it, sending it to my sisters phone. you'd never know it was him. he is pretty talented, after all.
this is my second entry. SO MUCH FOR THIRSTY AND AIR-CON DEPRIVED, i haven't moved from this spot at all. I LOVE MY COMPUTER. doesn't everybody. *hugs CPU.*
thank god for the WorldWide Web. i would've died, not contacting my friends via internet. my handphone's dead. telephone isn't good enough. SOCIAL PSYCHO. sigh.
alright, alright. i shall not be a bimbo and end here, yet again.
BYES.
"this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne."
`shazlinnn.
, 1:03 PM
oh, my.
remember how i
sucked on wednesday? i sucked just as bad during training on friday.
i feel like crap. but i'm really happy that wendelynn, aisyah and melissa had won first three placings for triple jump! at first, aisyah broke the record, then wendelynn went on to break aisyah's record! all three are jumpers, yay.
JUMPERS, JUMPERS! WE LOVE JUMPERS!
OH. about the shot put, CHAN ZHI XUAN HAS CONFIRMED WON FIRST PLACE IN IT! she's in gardenia, too! BREAD PEOPLE ROCK MY SOCKS! whoots.
ariel's been led to believe that she is
horny. let me define that word.
horny; "lustful, sexually aroused," definitely in use 1889, perhaps attested as early as 1863; from late 18c. slang expression to have the horn, suggestive of male sexual excitement (but eventually applied to women as well). -http://www.dictionary.com
okay. that does explain the word very well. well, ariel. do you still believe that you're horny, now? cause if you describe yourself with that
vulgar slang, i'm not coming anywhere near you. (: please don't follow michelle and syuhaidah, claiming that they're bisexuals. even worse, don't go around claiming you're a homosexual, we ARE from a girls' school, you know? people are led to believe that students from single gender schools are either homosexual or bisexual unless they have a boyfriend. usually, i attack those people but because they do not have their own opinions on the matter, i refuse to insult them. really, even my primary school teacher told me this, once; "in a girls' school, you will undergo a phase in which you will start liking someone of the same sex. but you don't have to worry, it's just that you will be deprived." HELLO?! i'm not deprived. in fact, i'd rather be deprived than go to clubs, acting like you're sixteen just to get male attention. PLEASE. people with well-developed opinions have seen the advantages of being in a girls' school yet some unaware people somewhere out there still think that we are lesbians or gays. take pity on us, the teachers are already tough on us. stop misleading others, telling them that we are of a different sexual orientation. GOSH.
ARIEL! look what you did, you made me adress another political issue on my blog. never mind, at least i have my own opinion on the matter. i might just become a politician when i start work, even though i never ever want to become one. politicians have so much influence on the society, though. i need a career path, ASAP. or i'll take the wrong course at secondary three. :D
anyways,
my first sports day event is 4x200m. well, at least it should be. i should be training on my timing and baton passing, or we'll either be disqualified or JUST BLATANTLY LOSE. i'll only do that after jinrong has rested long enough. she has competition today. JIAYOU, JINRONG! (:
alright, i'm done for the day. i'm thirsty and my room beckons me. i am air-con deprived, NOT BOY DEPRIVED. i have my reasons. <3 you, wil. try and change my mind, politicians!
BYES!
"so testerone boys and harlequin girls, will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?"
`shazlinnn.- LOVESYOU.
Thursday, March 22, 2007, 6:51 PM
hellos.
muslihah, YOU LAUGH LIKE CRAP! HAHAHAS. you sound constipated. you sound like you can't breathe! hahahas.
anyways, it's rachel's birthday today. ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GIRL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.i will pass you your present tomorrow. sorry i didn't wish you while we were at school, i completely was oblivious about it! my friend's birthday was today, too, so i got mixed up a little. (:
we finally got our house teeshirts today!
GARDENIA ROCKS! i think i made a mistake when i bought one shirt sized 'M' and another sized 'L' because the 'L' is just too big! i'm so thin, i don't even look pompous in the teeshirt. i guess i'll either exchange it with my senior or something.
GARDENIA; GREEN.
GREEN; ROCKSTARS.
yayyayyay, gardenia shall win OVERALL HOUSE CHAMPIONS, YEAH! ((:
omfg, what's the racket downstairs?! *looks out window* AH, CRAZY CHINESE PEOPLE! what if i want to do homework. OR SLEEP! they've been going on all day, making so much noise with whatever show they are playing and with the super retarded voice of this shrieking lady. GOSH. *shuts window and blasts music.* that's much better.
i miss seeing all my old primary school friends everyday. well, just a teeny bit. i guess i love my social life now, not so much then. *hugs friends* you make me feel like dancing, HAHAHA. (: 'scissor sisters' turn to 'glitter sisters'. michelle told me abt it. some group of people calling them 'glitter sisters' and singing songs similar to 'scissor sisters'. anyways, i miss HIM, too, although i still talk to him alot. we haven't been going out lately. ): makes me sad. maybe we won't be so busy next month. i hope to see HIM soon, though..
i guess i'm still sad abt the t&f thing but i'm threequarters happier! that onequarter of me is confused and doesn't know how to deal with it. my brain's just not functioning right, la.
i better go put my brain to good use. i've got quite alot of homework today, anyways.
"wasting words on lower cases and capitals."
BYES.
`anisiah
lovesyou.
, 6:30 PM
stolen from VARSHA! thankyou, giirl.
ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] October Fall
[x] The Academy Is...
[ ] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[x] Yellowcard
[x] Sugarcult
[ ] The Dresden Dolls
TOTAL= [6]
COUNTRY:
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash
TOTAL= [5]
EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[x] Senses Fail
[ ] underOATH
[x] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever
TOTAL= [3]
INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[x] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL= [6]
METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] The Used
[x] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage
TOTAL= [3]
POP:
[x] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Beddingfield
[x] Ryan Cabrera
TOTAL=[11]
POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:
[x] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim For
[ ] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan
TOTAL= [6]
RAP:
[x] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[x] Paul Wall
[ ] Tupac
[x] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[x] Notorious B.I.G
[x] Young Jeezy
TOTAL SO FAR= [11]
SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[x] Mad Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Bob Marley
TOTAL= [2]
ROCK:
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels & Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[x] Brand New
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL= [10]
CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[ ] The Doors
[ ] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Bob Dylan
[ ] Simon&Garfunkel
TOTAL= [4]
OVERALL= [68]
i like music. ((:
wait for the second entry.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007, 7:16 PM
EDITED;
FUCK.
life is so screwed up at the moment.
thank god for friends.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, JUMP! CLEARED HEIGHT!
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, JUMP! failed.
it's history. i'm a born loser.
I'M NEVER GOING TO THE NATIONAL JUNIOR MEET IF I KEEP THIS UP! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!? WHY CAN'T I JUMP?! WHY AM I STILL TRAUMATISED?! WHY CAN'T I FACE MY FEARS AND IMAGINE THE POLE IS NOT THERE?! WHY CAN'T I JUST JUMP NORMALLY?! why. why must i be so sad. why did i cry when i couldn't do it? there is an answer but i'm too afraid to say it. why am i so angry at myself for not being able to jump? most importantly; WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO MAKE MY LEG THIS PAINFUL?! it hurts so bad and it's my POWER LEG. i want it to heal up but i'm not wonderwoman. i'm a normal girl with ambitions and broken ones, too. i've always been competitive and now that i'm not doing so well, i'm shattered. i've no longer got anything to take pride in. wendelynn says i can jump, but can i really? i guess i've got to clear my thoughts and restart again. forget i ever did anything wrongly. try my best. NO, DO MY BEST. i'll strive, and in the end, i'll TRIUMPH. but i need help. this isn't just a phase, i need to be convinced. i know it, but i can't help myself...oh my, all this over high jump. it's my dream; so why not?
IT'S TIME FOR THE TAKE OVER BECAUSE THE BREAK'S OVER!
MOTIVATION, heh.
byes.
`anisiah-
Tuesday, March 20, 2007, 6:25 PM
EDITED;
hello.
I'M SO HUNGRY! and there's no food at home. i guess i'll have to eat bread till my sister reaches home...
today, we had our science test and our literature tests. i'm pretty confident for literature since it's a language thingy but for science, i freaked out when i couldn't remember the formulae for finding the volume of a cylinder. i just did what i assumed was right, hopefully it is. if not i'll be so PAISEH! i'm the science representative after all.
after the tests, we had gym. gym was okay but i got a major headache when i did the backwards roll. and now my neck hurts.
MY BLACK SHIRT C. GUY was there! MUAHAHA. michelle and ariel made me jealous which made me quiet so they thought i was angry with them, when i wasn't. after P.E., we have jogging and when i went up to nicole, her first reaction was; "WHY DO YOU FLIRT WITH MR CHAN?" i don't
FUCKING FLIRT WITH ANYBODY! she's the one going around making lame jokes with all the male teachers. that made my day, didn't it? so i retaliated by saying; "WTF?! i shall not talk to anyone today, why is everyone acting so ****ing weird." and stalked off... the jumpers came up to me and kept asking if i was okay because i was curled up on the floor, hugging me knees and waiting. you have no idea how f'ed up it feels to be accused of something like that. i even did not talk to syu because syu was the one with her when i had approached them. she's got a problem, man. big time.
after jogging, i sulked around the school during recess. when i came back to class after changing, i sat at my chair and ignored everyone. mind you, i've never done this before so their immediate reaction was to ask me if i was alright which i blatantly replied with a yes. and the first two people to make me happy again were ariel and cenyun. heehee. x) they brightened up my day. i was okay after that. malay, maths and geography was interesting. cikgu noorhani was talking abt issues that teenagers need to know abt so she made us watch this programme called
hanyut. didn't understand much cause it was in malay. hahas.
AND FINALLY, like it was godsent, cenyun went home MY WAY! whoots. we took 90 to my bus stop and then she changed over to 966. waited for her then rushed home. my dad was at home so i couldn't play music or anything. i did my homework instead and then fell asleep.
but today wasn't the most boring even though i stated that by falling asleep during the tests and lessons. thank god i wasn't targeted.
i've still got some corrections to do so i'll blog tomorrow.
BYES!
"ONE NIGHT AND ONE MORE TIME, THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES EVEN THOUGH THEY WEREN'T SO GREAT."
anisiahlovesyou.
:DDD
Monday, March 19, 2007, 2:26 PM
EDITED;
hello.
saturday was the most fun day during the march holidays. oh, guess why.
saturday, 17 march.
okay. i've said this many times before but i shall say it again; ESCAPE THEME PARK! hahas. damn funny. the reason? firstly, i got lost in pasir ris for ONE HOUR. which sucks but when i finally met the rest of them, it was pretty funny. camwhored in the public toilet, HEH. the first ride i rode that day was the RAINBOW. hahas. i was freaked out at first because i thought it was really freaky, going THAT high but when i was on the actual thing, i LOVED the feeling.
it was quite similar to the beach, actually. the view is awesome. the wind hitting my face was warm and i felt like i was free-falling. adrenaline is addictive. when you're right at the top, you feel free. *me; FLY FREE, BIRD-IE!* hahas.
then, THE HAUNTED HOUSE. damn funny. i went in five times altogether but the first time was super freaky.
all seven of us went in, thinking there was nothing lurking in the corners. haha. oh, but that was where i was wrong. i took one pathetic step forward, a little freaked. i was hoping that tammie would take a step forward too but she cowered back. (i sound so heroic, heehee.) i looked at tammie, urging her. and when i turned back to take another pathetic step, SOMETHING came. it was fully clothed in white with this
FUCKING freaky face. my insides screwed up when it started crawling realistically towards us. it targeted tammie first. we all backed up against the wall and the thing lurched itself at tammie. you know what her reaction was? TAMMIE KICKED HIM! hahahas. damn, damn, damn funny. i ordered her not to kick IT. and then it moved back a little and LURCHED ITSELF AT ME. i freaked out and repeatedly said, "i'm not going to cry, i'm not going to cry." and i was looking down and you know what i saw? IT WAS WEARING CONVERSE SHOES. so i proceeded to be a jerk and say, "why are you wearing converse shoes?" it was so stupid. and that was when a escape theme park person came to save us because we were too freaked out to move. he opened the door and we ran out. you should have been there. ((:
me and ariel went alone, too. thank god that THING was gone. *sighs from relief*
i learnt new words during malay lessons today.
1)andaka; WILD BULL
2)dambin; AS FAT AS AN OX
3)ebi; A TYPE OF DRIED SHRIMP
4)aba-aba; command
5)rutup; CRACKLE OF FOOD FRYING
i'm so lame.
i've got to go, track and field's going to start soon.
BYES!
anisiahlovesyou.
"FORGET WHAT WE'RE TOLD, BEFORE WE GET TOO OLD."
Friday, March 16, 2007, 6:30 PM
EDITED;
hello.
you bleed just to know you're alive.there are depressing stories. i listen to my friends confide, and i feel a pang of guilt. i'm much better off than most of them, emotionally. some slit their wrists, and when i see the scars or self-inflicted bruises, i feel like curling up and dying inside because they are really important to me. all of them are. my friends are what keeps me going, what i look forward to everyday and yet occasionally i get a few who direct all their anger at me. and i want to tell them to stop, to not be like that but i can't because i don't influence them.
oh, god. my weakness is seeing others wilt away...that's pretty darn deep.ystd, i went to meet the guys at east coast, even though no other girl was going. I WENT THERE FOR NO REASON. i reached the place, tried finding all of them for half an hour and when i met them, they left approximately five minutes after. they left for escape theme park and i didn't want to go so i sent them off and then sat down on the big rocks on the beach.
i really didn't want to leave. the waves that crashed onto the rocks were soothing and i enjoyed looking at Bintam and Batam in the distance, wondering what it's like to be living there. the ships were fascinating, i guess. the smoke coming from them looked like black swirls of ink in a glass of water; the sky. the sand was soft, my feet sank into it. i guess the beach is my favourite place to be. i love it.
but my day wasn't all happy, happy. the weather looked bad, although it really wasn't. my sister smsed me to go home because she said that it was really scary to be at the beach when it was raining and to witness the violent waves crashing onto the shore. i was sceptical, of course, but i went home, anyway.
i reached home, all ready to take a nice
warm COLD shower and dive into the sanctuary of my bed. heehee. x) but my sister insisted i go with her and my brother to orchard. i was all hyped up abt it at first but when we got off the bus, i felt really dizzy and sleepy. it's probably because i haven't been eating much. i notice it but i'm never really hungry. i wanted to watch The Pursuit of Happiness with my brother but i was late to buy the ticket, grrr.
went home, collapsed and woke up late for TRACK&FIELD the next morning.
my breakfast was lame; MILK. lmao. i walked to toa payoh stadium and i was SO SO HAPPY! balestier hill primary was training there after all!!! i saw my juniors, mr ravi and coach while training, heehee. x)
during training, i don't know what i did but my foot really hurts. maybe i cracked another bone like i cracked my ribs? who knows. since we haven't done any other heights during high jump and the highest we have done is 125, i guess my PB so far is 125. heh. wait until we try higher heights. ((:
after training, us jumpers went to go eat at mcd, AGAIN. but after discovering that it was too full, we walked to mos burger instead(still too FULL). the seniors ate at mos burger but me, tiffany, hafizah, mardiyanah and yun yun carried walking on till we bumped into wendelynn and jacinda. we watched the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR male auditions for awhile, went to eat kfc and then came back to watch it again. tiffany knew this guy there, named bernard (i have NO IDEA how you spell it.), so i helped her scream his name. he actually got in! heehee x) tiffany wants to try for CAMPUS SUPERSTAR but she's a nervous wreck. i'll support her if she decides to go tmr, with jacinda. lol.
tmr, we're going to escape theme park to celebrate tammie's bday, which was long ago but we didn't have time to celebrate.
oh, shoot me. i'm hyper.sigh, quite fun la. i'm glad the last few days of my holiday is going to
ROCK!
i'm replying to the people who have tagged me through here because there's something wrong with my tagboard;
toCHERNERN; nahh, it's okay. i'm definitely not angry with anyone.
toWANTINGG; IT'S GOING TO BE SO FUN! hahas. i can't wait for tmr. :D
toROHANIZA; i will. i'll smile. heh, you're concerned! ((:
toJINGWEN; decide for yourself, wen.
toVARSHA; I KNOW WHY! you bring BOO along, don't you?! heehee. x)
toARIEL; i'm as hyped up as you. it's going to be UBER. 'wet&wild' is NOT called 'the log thing', dumdum! hahas; "DUMDUM WANT GUMGUM!" lmao.
toARSHAD; ohmygod, you are my weakness. please don't be that way. i'll scream with you & you'll be safe here. i'm just the godsis but one small thing makes a big difference. you know what i mean, right? if you need anything, my arms are wide open.
okays, that's it for today. really long entry, so enjoy. :D
"everything's made to be broken."
BYES.
`
anisiahlovesyou.
P.S; REDJUMPSUITAPPARATUS!
http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/redjumpsuitapparatus/yourguardianangel.html
http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/redjumpsuitapparatus/facedown.html
Thursday, March 15, 2007, 12:53 PM
SIGH.
oh, how screwed life is.
one day you're planning jolly outings.
other times you're face down in the dirt.
but it's not all happy, happy.
not like it used to be in primary school.
moving on is tough, getting along is tougher.
and when you have a brilliant idea,
it all goes
HEADWIRED.
and then there's hatred and pure annoyance.
we don't like re-living those days.
but who are we to turn back time, to make things right?
we solve our own problems,
but it all comes back again.
you say it's unfair how others treat you.
unfair how badly things have gone.
unfair how you feel screwed up.
the love once there is long gone.
don't hope too much, it'll bite back.
because things you do were never meant to fall back in place.
and when things do go right,
there's something else to stop you.
accept
reality.
be realistic.
take what you have, don't break it.
-done by ME.
BORED LA. i'm pretty upset at how this beach thing has gone.
and it's TODAY. gosh, am i doomed or what? i have to pick people up at two, it's no problem really. i'm just sitting here, wishing i had done things a little differently. but i'm not telling anyone that.
anyways, i've got to run. prepare, prepare.
"if i could find you now, things would be better."
BYES.
anisiahlovesyou.
P.S; who knows whether bhps is having their training at toa payoh stadium on friday?
Wednesday, March 14, 2007, 5:23 PM
i don't want the world to see me.
cause' i don't think that they'd understand.
when everything's made to be broken.
i just want you to know who i am.hello
ooooo.
today, i had training. from 8.30 to 11.30. I WAS SO SAD THAT SYUHAIDAH DIDN'T COME BECAUSE SHE WAS SICK! ): and it wasn't tiring, it was just so
HOT. the sun was shining directly ON the high jump pit and my back burned... not literally, but yes, it was THAT hot. and i think i kind of got burnt, after all. i slid my finger across the matress and it really hurts now. taina was hilarious, too. we were eating this snack that coach had gotten from thailand and while taina was attempting to talk, guess what she dropped from her mouth onto hafizah? heehee.
while i was walking around, i bumped into CENYUN! haha. i screamed her name when i saw her. i practically jumped on top of her. *SPLAT* hahas. she finished training the same time as me. if you guys tried to call me an hour after training, sorry i didn't pick up. battery flat. heh.
AND I SAW ARIEL PRACTISING FOR THE
GARDENIA CHEERLEADING! whoots. oh yes, i'm in
gardenia (green) alright. but too bad track & field athletes aren't allowed to join the cheerleading thing. i guess both trainings clash, that's why. but we need more people to join the cheerleading.
ONEC, BE MORE ENTHU, PLEASE? THOSE NOT IN TRACK, JOIN CHEERLEADING! after training; me, tiffany, hafizah, aisyah, melissa and jacinda went to eat at McdDonalds. ((: i bought medium fries and a large coke. i'm no big eater but i didn't eat my breakfast, okay! lol.
after that, all of us (with the exception of tiffany and jacinda. they left half way.) walked to the bus stop.
got home, watched tv and then sat in front of the computer. i had to do the stupid PE tests AGAIN. and i still think friendster's screwed. when i type a full-fledged testimonial to aisyah, all that appears is the FIRST word of the testimonial.
grrr.
me and ariel were talking abt 'a little less sixteen candles, a little more touch me' through testimonials and i laughed like hell when she forgot the 'me'. it just doesn't go. besides that, it was a big coincidence that the song started playing on MTV. *sings; "she said, she said, she said, "why don't you just drop dead?"*
tralala. beach, beach, beach. ((:
"what day is it, and in what month? this clock's never seemed so alive."
BYES.
anisiah
lovesyou.
P.S; does anyone know whether bhps is having their training at toa payoh stadium on friday? tag me.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007, 1:20 PM
EDITED;
heyys.
my holiday has been boring so far. here's a recap;
saturday, 10 march.nothing interesting. i can't remember what i did exactly... help my grandmother cook, maybe?
sunday, 11 march.COOKED
CHAPATI. it's some delicacy from god knows where and it's so good! my cousin came over. she's really shy. but once you start talking to her she's the most annoying thing alive so i've been very careful not to talk too much, i don't want to ruin my week myself. i remember being on the computer when there was this knock on the door. my brother was pestering me to get off, too. grrr.
monday, 12 march.ugh. I HAD TO GO TO SCHOOL IN THE MORNING! i hate going to school in the morning during the holidays unless it's training. the reason i had to go to school was because jinrong didn't have the documents to fill in the Sports Day online form. the programme could only be found in com lab 4 so i had to go there at eight in the morning!
OMFG. but when i entered the room, aisyah, tiffany and yun yun were there. ((: so it wasn't all too bad. sat in between aisyah and tiffany while doing the program. we had to follow instructions and there were specific passwords fo each class. after finishing at around 9.30, me and tiffany went to meet aisyah at the potong pasir mcdonalds and we at hotcakes while tiffany ate big breakfast. she mixed it with chilli which was SO gross looking. blech. after tt we talked and talked at this jumbo thingy where you climb to the top. we sat at the bottom because we were afraid to fall, hahas. we got fed up and went to look for a 'mamak' shop behind the street soccer court. i knew it was there, i remembered it from four years ago when i was watching my brother play street soccer. pretty long so my memory was vague. we found it and it turned out to be a 'cina' shop so we bought whatever and walked around. we actually PLAYED at the fitness area. we were that bored. but it was fun. we walked towards st. andrews village and decided to go home when we saw the bus stop out of
nowhere. literally. i guess this was the most fun day of my week so far. oh, and it was muslihah's birthday too.
speaking of birthdays, wendelynn's birthday has passed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDELYNN!i shall pass you a birthday present on wednesday when i see you for training. ((:
i'm declared bankrupt. and i have to go.
will blog later. OR soon.
byes.
anisiahlovesyou.
P.S; my birthday's a few months away. start planning. *hint, hint*
Monday, March 12, 2007, 3:13 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUSLIHAH!helloooooo.
i remembered muslihah's birthday! i'm so proud that i actually remembered. *grins*
anyways,
happy birthday today, mus! and i hope you don't mind if your present is a little late, i can only pass it to you on monday! there are just too many people born in march... bankrupt, bankrupt. who likes being so?
anyway, on thursday, i might just be going out with my primary school friends. i have to, don't i? i'm the second hostess, after all? i wouldn't say the person in charge was a hostess, though. he's a guy. hahas. aiman, to be exact. i'm so busy this week, i've got no time to finish ALL of my homework. that's stupid, though. i have so much time yet so little to do! if you considered this a school week, this would've been the least amount of homework i've recieved.
thankfully, it's not a school week. it's holidays. and holidays are meant to be free.
i hate being watched. right now, i'm being watched by the horrid person, MY BROTHER.
a few weeks ago, i was ready to fall at his feet for fixing the computer but now i hated his guts. he can make my life a living hell.
my cousin is here for the holiday but she's leaving on wednesday to go to some performance thingy. thus, my grandmother has to leave as well, which is both a relief and something sad.
if she leaves, it'll be total chaos in my house, but if she stays, i'll die of exhaustion from being ordered arnd too much. i shldn't feel bad, she is my elder. blech, i sound so adultish. i shld be a rebel at my current state.
alright. i have to go. try your best to guess what i'm doing? hahas.
iHEARTyou.
P.S; happy bday again to musmus.
Sunday, March 11, 2007, 7:04 PM
OMGOMGOMG.
i'm in love with fanfic. SO IS MICHELLE! hahahaha.
fanficfanficfanfic. ((:
*fan scream*
michelle, we share, arh?! hahahas.
hi.
i'm so hyped up since it's the march holidays. but i don't always get to use the computer.
SEE, now i gtg. which is sad. sorry i haven't blogged in a long time.
the next time i blog, it'll be long.
heartsheartshearts.
anisiahlovesyou.
P.S; tmr is mus' bday.
Thursday, March 08, 2007, 6:36 PM
hello,
i'm super tired.
i think i need a really good power nap.
like, RIGHT NOW.
will blog when i wake up, if i ever do...
BYES.
anisiahovesyou.
p.s;HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAMMIE.happy birthday tammiequah!
Wednesday, March 07, 2007, 8:32 PM
grrrrr.
i hate sarcasm.just so you know,you're NOT bringing me down.hello.
woah, training wasn't tiring. surprisingly. but i sucked my way through highjump today. could've done better but who would want to burn up so much energy on a EMPTY stomach? i'm upset with my performance because i couldn't get my technique right. i cleared the height but i couldn't 'pop & twist'. i like to call it that. :D syuhaidah actually did better technique than me and i'm the one with primary school experience. I'M GOING TO TRAIN HARDER and beat her.
oh, how competitive.somehow, i wish that everybody would stop jumping to conclusions. GOD. my sister does it 24/7.
amira;sis: YOU DON'T WANT TO DO IT RIGHT?!
me: WHO SAID I DIDN'T WANT TO DO IT?! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!
amira;sis: YOU NEVER TAKE INITIATIVE!
me: look who's talking! i take initiative, tell THAT to
abang!
-end-
that's just one example, i've got more. chuck it in the bin, it's OVER.
sport's day is coming. i'm allowed to take five events. i chose highjump, longjump, javelin, 4x100m, 4x200m. i didn't want to take 4x200m but jinrong asked me to, so yeah. i hope i'll be able to at least get into the top 8 for each event. I HOPE. wish me luck. :D
it's CENYUN's birthday today! 07032007' ((:
hahas. i've got your present, girl. thank god i sit next to you in class, i'd die if i didn't. mrs franklin's nice to let us sit together again, she had intended to move ME! hahaha. HEARTYOULOADS. we'll talk abt buddhist, more. x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CENYUN.oh, and tomorrow, there's another marchbaby. (: TAMMIE QUAH! haha.
happy birthday in advance. if you even read this...
i'm envious of Taina. and Eva. must rock to be in the band.
be my guest; make a band. (: we can rock the show like michelle says we would.
BYES.
ohsoRETROFIED.
anisiah shazlin.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007, 11:01 PM
heeeeeeey. ((:
I'VE HAD A R
EVELATION;
i'm SO VULGAR! i think... does saying vulgarities OCCASIONALLY make me bad? )): haha.
aiya, there are people out there who use vulgarities MUCH MUCH MORE than me. which is sad. we're all so
cold. what's the use of vulgarities, anyway... it doesn't actually express your feelings, ANGER or not. we use vulgarities practically everyday, once you start, it's hard to stop. it's like a drug addiction, except it's not a drug.
I'M ADDRESSING A POLITICAL ISSUE! HAHAHA. am i politically involved or what? ((:
wish you would be more sincere.i'm clueless as to what is going on.HOMEWORK GOT TO BE DONE!
BYES.
ohsoretrofied.
anisiahlovesyou.
P.S; iheartyou. &i've posted so many entries today. *DIAO.*
, 2:22 PM
HWAHAHAHAHAHA.i got hit in the head with a pot.it hurts but it's not stopping me.hellos.
lalalala.
S.P.C.A contacted me. me and my group, la. YAYYAYYAY! hahas. ((:
please me, please me. S.P.C.A please me. :DDD
nyahnyahnyah. jahahaha. *HYPPPPPPER.*
ohso
RETROFIED.
anisiahlovesyou.
Monday, March 05, 2007, 11:23 PM
hello.
bankrupt.I HATE BEING BANKRUPT.grrrr.bought my FBT's. finally. i've been longing for them. hahas. they're super expensive though.
$10. so WTFish. but I LOVE FBT's. :DDD
hahas.
tmr i'm baking my cake. WHOOT~! finally. i'm giving some to this people;
1) Arshad.
2) Wilson.
3) my sis.
nobody else. MUAHAHAHAHA. go bake your
own, i got alot of self-raising flour. how? i went ingredient shopping at 9 o'clock and got bananas, self-raising flour, banana essence, honey stars. yep. and i need 100g of flour out of the 1kg i bought. which SUCKS. blah. waste more money. GEE.
it's 11.18PM and i haven't done homework.
fuck. CENSORSHIP. lmao. and i got to hang the clothes. OMFG. i do everything last minute. tomorrow cannot sleep. SIGH.
guess i'll go, then.
BYES.
ohso
RETROFIED.
anisiahlovesyou.
, 2:19 PM
"BANDWAGON'S FULL, PLEASE CATCH ANOTHER!"i made up THE story, HE, PETE WENTZ, is
MINE.
:DDD
hahas. in com lab now. i've got less than a month to do a long long project. HEH.
gtg.
hearts.
OHSORETROFIED.
BACK OFF, I BITE.
Sunday, March 04, 2007, 12:46 AM
could he pay more attention?i want my hair like this.NOT like what i got.i'll blog abt today, tomorrow.
anisiahlovesyou.
Saturday, March 03, 2007, 11:36 AM
asshole.i can't believe you.HYPOCRITE.hello
ooooooooo.
today's the FOB concert and annie managed to sell her ticket. WHOOT.
to veroniques friend, ya.
i'm going to have lunch with my mum later. she came back from philippines already.
i think she's going to go back again, though. i don't like our predicament very much. )):
back to the lunch. i
SHOULD be getting some money so i think i'm going to go cut my hair today. REALLY short. my
old primary school hairstyle. except that it'll be really straight cause i rebonded my hair in december.
i have until june before my hair poofs. which is a couple of months away. i think i'm going to re-rebond it after tt. i like rebonded hair.
LMAO.
but all this will only happen if i do get my money. not that i'm money minded. it's just i need to get a couple of things OFF my back, before school on monday.
i think i 'm
craving famous amous. care to join me this afternoon, anyone?
friendster URL.//ADD me, cedarians. and of course, ex-balestarians.
"on the corner of May Street, amongst my tragedy."
hearts.
anisiahlovesyou.
shove it.you're unwanted here.P.S; i'm really pissed with
someone.
Friday, March 02, 2007, 8:07 PM
he
eeeeeey.
one word. EXHAUSTED.
firstly, let's start with the time i woke up at. 7.30. and my track training was at 8.30 which is WTFish because i was definitely late. and when i actually reached school, i had to run two rounds around theschool
UNDER 7:30 MINUTES. and tt means i have to run till i'm dehydrated and air-less. not to mention, DEAD TIRED.
training was UBER fun, though. we did alot of long jumps and i hurt my hands by getting "track burn" when i fell on them. i was doing a practise run on the track, kayy?! don't laugh. )):
and now, i have to go for training on wednesdays, too. and only me, syuhaidah and toolasi have to go. i guess it's because we've got more potential then the others but JIAYOU! :D
went home after that but i had to go to toapayoh to meet up with kim and annie. FUNN. i brought my homework for no reason cause i barely did anything. i ate at McD with annie first then went to KFC with kim after she came. i didn't stuff myself, no worries. all i ate was SOME cheese fries, coke, apple pie and waffles. and just A LITTLE BIT. lmao. halfway through, MARKJ appeared out of NOWHERE. we laughed like hell.
went to the library to borrow books with them. and even
THAT was fun. :D we took paper and wrote random stuff on it and placed it on the keyboard. seriously, hanging out with your primary school friends is FUN. go do it sometime, if you haven't already. ((:
OKAY.
tomorrow is the F.O.B concert. i'm not going.
SOB. sad. annie's not able to go even though she has tickets and tt sucks because i highly doubt anybody will buy her tickets on time. sheesh. ANNIE, I'LL HELP YOU. hahas.
"advertisement: FALL OUT BOY TICKETS FOR SALE. $70. negotiation allowed. (tickets are $100 now and will be $120 tomorrow.) TERMS AND CONDITIONS APPLY."anybody interested? :D contact
meeee if you are.
lmao. speaking of F.O.B, PETEWENTZ!!! pete wentz is second best to chocolate. hahas. ((: yay, HIS computer is finally fixed. well, it was nv spoilt but the connection is fixed. oooh. i got to go. sadly. I LOVE YOU, COMPUTER. rofl.
byes.
OHSOVINTAGERETRO
anisiahlovesyou.
Thursday, March 01, 2007, 12:45 PM
hello.
today is going to be so fun.
i'm not goint to blog now, will blog after everything's over.
mwahs.
byes.
anisiahlovesyou.