HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
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twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006, 1:18 AM
heyys.i'm back! XDi don't get why kimberly is so mean to me when we're in groups but when we're alone she's so nice. on the phone and online she's ok. the problem is when we're with people. she acts differently towards me, as if i were her enemy or smth. sigh. will someone solve my problems? i've always solved other peoples problems and put them back on their feet but i myself can't get up and help myself to face reality! it like it's just me against the cold, dark world. i always feel so lonely because my friends are so cold hearted and ignorant. i'm like a piece of dirt to them, no more important then their boyfriends wheni've always been ther for them. i feel like giving up on life but my candle of hope hasn't burnt out yet. i still have my family and some other people to care for and to take care of. i'm feeling so depressed today. i'm such an emo shit. I DON'T SLIT MY WRISTS, OK! i do not so don't think that just because i'm emo, i do that. i don't. by the way, i wrote a poem for y'all. here goes!"Guardian Angel"i don't understand this at allyou're supposed to be there for me when i fallbut when i'm on my knees cryingyou're never there for mei wish that someone would be a great friendand that all my troubles would finally endbut i know its useless to keep on wishingi need to do something before it's too latei want someone to be there for me when i'm feeling downbut most of my friends just let me down only one or two are there for mebut did i ever say they were nice to me?i solve peoples problems day and nightand i get nothing in return i never complain and start a fightcause i'm scared that my friendships will burni occupy myself each dayby day dreaming of my favourite guyso i won't slit my wrists like youso please, i begjust please, please letlet me find my guardian angeli'll be happier theni'll be laughing even more thenso will someone show up and be my guardian angeli do not knowbut all i can do is keep the candle of hope lightedand wait for my precious guardian angel to be sighted...that's the end of my precious poem! now for the song SOS by Rihanna! i know y'all have been eagerly awaiting this moment so i'll give it to you. "S.O.S. (Rescue Me)"[Intro]Lalala lalala la la lala laOhhhYou know... I never felt like this beforeLalala lalala la la lala laOhhhFeels like.. so real[Verse 1]I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes upAnd I'm aggressive just one thought of close enoughYou got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue'Cause every moment gone you know I miss youI'm the question and you're of course the answerJust hold me close boy 'cause I'm your tiny dancerYou make me shaken up, never mistakenBut I can't control myself, got me calling out for help[Chorus:]S.O.S. please someone help me.It's not healthy... for me to feel this wayY.O.U. are making this hard,I can't take it, see it don't feel rightS.O.S. please someone help meIt's not healthy... for me to feel this wayY.O.U. are making this hardYou got me tossin' and turnin' and can't sleep at night[Bridge:]This time please someone come and rescue me'Cause you on my mind it's got me losing itI'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of meLove is testing me but still I'm losing itThis time please someone come and rescue me'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing itI'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me,Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it[Verse 2]Just your presence and I second guess my sanityYes it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanityMy tummy's up in knots so when I see you I get so hotMy common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lockTake on me (uh huh) you know inside you feel it right[CD version:] Take me on I'm put desire up in your arms tonight[Video version:] Take me on, I could just die up in your arms tonight.I'm out with you, you got me head over heelsBoy you keep me hanging on the way you make me feel[Chorus:]S.O.S. please someone help me.It's not healthy... for me to feel this wayY.O.U. are making (Y.O.U.) this hard,You got me tossin' and turnin' and can't sleep at night[Bridge:]This time please someone come and rescue me'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it ('Cause you on my mind)I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of meLove is testing me but still I'm losing itThis time please someone come and rescue me (someone come and rescue me)'Cause you on my mind got me losing itI'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me,Got the best of me, so now I'm losing itBoy, you know you got me feeling openAnd boy, your loves enough with words unspokenI said boy I'm telling you, you got me openI don't know what to do it's trueI'm going crazy over you,I'm begging[Chorus:]S.O.S. please somebody help me.It's not healthy... for me to feel this wayY.O.U. are making this hard (are you making this hard for me, baby?),You got me tossin' and turnin' and can't sleep at night[Bridge:]This time please someone come and rescue me (someone rescue me)'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing itI'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of meLove is testing me but still I'm losing itThis time please someone come and rescue me'Cause you on my mind got me losing it ('cause any time)I'm lost you, got me looking for the rest of me,Got the best of me (best of me), I'm losing it[Outro]Lala lala lala lala OhhhOhh ohh lala lala lala lalaOh ohok! that's the end of my entry. i feel a little happier but still depressed. hope you guys enjoy the song and my poem, rofl. go download the song if you're an r&b fan! it rawks! hahas. kays. i'll talk to everyone again soon! for now i'll prob try to talk to *ahem*! hahas. kays. bye bye! love all my friends forever...[[aNiisiiah]]
