HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
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twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
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POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Sunday, December 31, 2006, 12:00 AM
hello~!today was so boring. sob, sob. the "funnest" thing i've done is go to toa payoh with my sis. i was so hungry i kept complaining abt it until my sister gave me cash to go buy myself a black pepper hot dog. i have to pay her back anyways. it was yummy. except for the part where my sausage fell off the bun and into the packet. the gravy was on the sausage some more! hmph! but i still say it's YUMMY and i'm going to buy more of it soon. it doesn't beat chocolate, though. ohh, and i bought the "push pop" candy from popular. lol. if you don't know what it is, forget it. maybe i'll show you, one day. it's yummy, too. yep yep. and then, we walked around for ages. after we went to popular, we were supposed to go to the library straight away but NOOO~.we walked around til it was 10 minutes before the library closed and i had limited time to borrow my books! T.T i sound like a nerd but i cannot live without my megcabot-y type books. in other word, novels. well, i think tt's what it's called. i like cheesy/trashy books too. heh. i'm very typical, la.kim, i shld get a life. thanks for making me realise how selfish and self-centered (still) i've been to you. i don't care if it takes jumping of a building for you to forgive me. i just friggin' hell want you to know i'm sorry. i edited this post for a reason. you need attention much mpre right now than i ever did. good luck, girl. anyways (:i've been talking to wilson all day. as you can see, he's been FLOODING MY CBOX which i told everyone not to do. it's full of: "anisiah", "HIM" and "wilson". but tt's not the main point. THE MAIN POINT IS:I'M GETTING BUBBLE GUM WHEN HE COMES BACK.hopefully. i've been craving chewing gum/bubble gum in awhile. well, syu did give me bubblegum the other day but i'm still craving. i'm still craving chocolate too!! sigh. and ice cream. and fudge. i'm a total sweet-tooth. LALALA.i can't wait for sch! but i haven't bought stationary yet. i haven't even bought a new pencil box. it sucks carrying your 2006 pencil box to sch. especially since it's been through alot and it's dirty. blech. my mum promised me and my siblings tt she would buy our stationary before sch re-opens but i highly doubt tt's happening at all. HMPH. screw her.anyways i'm exra sorry this post is very vulgar. and, i got to go. no more blogging for me, today. sigh. blogs are addictive. so is friendster. i'mm addicted to them. why does everybody else find it boring...? either you are boring or it's too good for you. lalala.hearts.anisiah
Saturday, December 30, 2006, 5:41 PM
i will blog asap. had no time today. SOMEBODY WAS FLOODING MY TAGBOARD AND eating chocolatein indonesia. HMPH.hearts.anisiah
, 12:34 AM
hello,ALRIGHT, forget the previous post. don't read it. it sucks. in fact, i'm deleting it after i post this one cause' it's POINTLESS. anyways (:before i begin with anything, ya? here's the names of NICEEE people i met during the three days. BLAH. . syuhaidah . michelle . tammie . wan ting . jing rong . shandeep . sharlyn . alexandra . ariel okay, tt's kinda' it. this are the ppl i'm closer to, ya. orientation day 1well. the class leaders were, and still are, really FUNN and kawaii! we played a couple of games. i sat alone at the back. SORRY FOR BEING ANTI-SOCIAL, girls (: didn't mean to. i get nervous alot when it comes to new schools. anyways. the first person i ever talked to was VIDYA. and i'm not close to her, LOL. it's not really a "rofl" thing to laugh abt but yep. it's kinda' lame. NO, SHE'S kinda lame. she's, like, living in a primary 4 kid's world. NO INSULT, YA? omfg, i'm being a bitch and it's only been three days. LOL. i didn't go home straight after the orientation, i went to kim's house in yishun with annie and i stayed there til' 8. TOTALLY LATE FOR GOING HOME, LA. annie slept over, SO GOOD! we took so many pictures, heh. i don't even have one of them, LOL. maybe, if i get them, i'll post it all here, ya?orientation day 2heh. today, i met syuhaidah and shandeep. oh, and wan ting. ahh, alot of ppl la. in fact, everybody. we learnt a couple of cheers and brainstormed an idea for the campfire. LALALA. not really tt much fun.orientation day 3FUN. after a whole day of cheering and games, we had the campfire. `wheeee~! i've practically lost my voice. DURING THE CAMPFIRE, we performed. it was so freaky. BUT we WON. 1C rocks!!! heh. our performance was awesome. truthfully, i lost my PE t-shirt and i accidentally took someone else's! so embarrassing, la! luckily, one of the student leaders found it for me. ROFL. we ended with the quiz. IONS got to go home first because we got to go home first on the second day. i decided to answer one of the questions which was: sing the chorus of the cedar school song. i had it. i swear i did. BUT WHEN I GOT UP ON STAGE, i screwed up. i felt so extra, la! GAHH. overall, i loved the orientation camp alot alot.this is the second part of our performance. as in the cheer, la. PEACE BY THE RIVER.1C rocks like a rockstar/river1C rocks like a rockstar/river1C rocks like a rockstar/riverin my soul in my soul X21C is the best class ever1C is the best class ever1C is the best class everin my soulin my soulX21C will keep rocking1C will keep rocking1C will keep rockingin my soul in my soul X2heh. cute, ehh? rachel's class was so kawaii la. they were doing this really cute dance. their track was from HSM. which i dislike but i enjoyed their performance nonetheless. BLAH.anyways (: I MISS WILSON. ALOT. right now, i can't care less whether the whole world knows abt us. i just miss him alot alot alot. *hugs*anyways (x [AGAIN...?!]i'm going to go do my chores and sleep. tired and i nv want to wake up tmr. hugs. tag meee! XD so sleepy."in the dark when there's no one listening."hearts.anisiah
Tuesday, December 26, 2006, 6:40 PM
heyy,WHOS.Who is in the house with you?my brother. the idiot.Who're you thinking about now?kimberly, annie and wilson. i miss them. yep, yep.Whose house did you last go to?uhh. jing wen's?Who do you hope will take this quiz?anyone who reads my blog.WHATS.What was the last thing you ate?YUMMY prawn noodles!!! yum.(:What was the last thing you drank?milo. there's nothing else to drink...What instant messaging service do you use?MSN. d-oh.What's your favourite colour?green. black. red. (:What is your most used away message?"brb". short for be right back. yep, yep.What is your favourite website?http://www.gofugyourself.comWhat is your favourite shoe brand?converse is love. vans. DC.What was the last song you listened to?ciara - 1, 2 step. it was on MTV. (xWHERE'S.Where do you live?Sgpore, whampoa. any further questions..?Where do you sleep?either on the couch or on my bed. sometimes i fall asleep on the couch and yet i wake up in bed with no memory whatsoever of anything happening.WHEN'S.When is your birthday?10th july 1994.When did you last burn a candle?1st december 2006. my mum's and bro's bday!When did you last see your dad?23 november. can you believe it?! i'm home from holiday and i haven't seen him yet. geez. ):WHY'S.Why do we have to go to school?because the government says so. full-stop.Why're we taking this survey?because i have nth to blog about and i'm boredddd. XDta-daa.well, i'm totally done blogging for today. i'm hungry so i'm going to eat smth. will update blog again soon! (x`bye~!hearts.anisiah
, 3:23 PM
heyy,ok, it's 26th december. nothing special. right? umm. i cannot recall anything tt i have done tt was super brilliant i had to blog abt it. anybody recall anything..? well, besides kim getting a computer, an lg chocolate phone, MCR's album and loads of other stuff while annie got a +44 album, is there anything else i could possibly blog abt? hmm. how abt all i got so far for christmas is a handphone kaychain from jing wen and yan yi. nth else. THANKS TO MY MOTHER FOR MAKING CHRISTMAS WORSE THAN IT ALREADY WAS. so, what i'm trying to say is this was the worst christmas i've ever had in my whole entire life. maybe the orientation camp tmr will make me feel better. MAYBE. or, maybe it'll just make everything worse if i screw up. AHH, I'M BEING SO NEGATIVE ABT CHRISTMAS. i couldn't sleep last night. i stayed up until 6am watching shows with my brother. rolling around in bed didn't help either. it was raining so i shld have fallen asleep faster than usual but nope. i have no clue why i'm not tired now but yeah. tt's basically what i've done in the past few hours. boring...right, I MISS HIM. lalala. GOD, I HAVE NTH TO TALK ABT. ohh, kim's sending me songs. i gtg. i'll post another entry later if i actually have smth to talk abt, ya? bye~!hearts.anisiah
Monday, December 25, 2006, 4:32 PM
heyy,it's been ages since i changed to a new skin and finally, i've found one. a nice new one tt i actually like. screw tt, LOVE. if you don't like it, tag me. i'll try and find another one tt i'll actually like. BUT, don't tell me to change back to my old one. it's very difficult to find. (x anyways, gtg. loadsa' love, bye!+44 - when your heart stops beating.Turn it up, I never wanna go home I only wanna be part of your breakdown She got caught by the four on the floor It picked her up and she'll never get let down And now I can't stop thinkin' about it All you people at the top, don't know nothin' about it We don't give a fuck what the price is So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away When we both get carried away She says it all without a thought in her head She says it all as she's pressed up against me A little something just to take off the edge A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away When we both get carried away I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away When we both get carried away When we both get carried away (I'll be there when your heart stops beating) When we both get carried away (In the dark, When there's no-one listening) When we both get carried awayhearts.anisiah
, 2:49 PM
heyy,MERRY X'MAS. it's finally the 25th. no more eve. heh. i'm so exhausted. came home at 2 am this morning. my back's throbbing and my legs feel weak. i have orientation camp in two days and i hope i can get my uniform by then. i wonder whether my father/mother will even get me my uniform. geez. i have no absolute idea when i am going to give evrybody their x'mas presents. YAN YI, JING WEN, DIANA, ANNIE, KIM AND JERRICA, TAG ME A DATE WHEN YOU GUYS ARE FREE SO I CAN PASS YOU YOUR PRESENTS but make damn sure it's not 27th, 28thor 29th. kay??? i miss HIM alot alr. i really feel guilty. i have some news which i found out a couple of days ago and i can't believe it. 
MIKEY WAY IS GETTING MARRIED. i'm shocked! hope he's happy, though. XD ohh, and guess who this is:
yep, you got tt right. JARED LETO. nice? nice? i found him on the net. was just looking at pics when his name popped up in my head. googled him and ta-daa. i developed an instant liking for him. he's the next oliver goodwill, ya? annie'll love him but i found him first! XDPETE WENTZ!
if it's too big, go to http://i136.photobucket.com/albums/q163/anisiahshazlin/PETEWENTZX100.jpg (xpete wentz is one neat guy. fall out boy, `wheee~!anyways,i don't know what has gotten me into such a great mood tt i decided to start posting pics on my blog again. i think it's an overload of christmas. XDAHH, i miss wil alot alr. anyway, HAVE FUN IN INDONESIA, kay? i kinda' made kim angry on the phone just now. i think i shld go and apologize to her so i'll update my blog/change my skin later, KAYS? `bye~!hearts.anisiah
Sunday, December 24, 2006, 5:25 PM
`heyy,well, i went to cedar on the 23rd. i love the school uniform. XD rachel's going to be there. rachel's daniel's gf. she's really nice. (:btw, i have not much time to type much so i will update either tmr or another day. don't worry, I WILL UPDATE SOON.anyway,i'm going to miss HIM alot. if YOU are reading this, know tt i'm really sorry abt last night. love YOU loads. *HUGS* MERRY XMAS. i got loads of ppl presents. i'll try and give it to you guys asap. btw, ON 27-29 DECEMBER, i'm NOT free. i've got orientation camp then. luckily, it's not an overnight camp. XD i'm going to miss everybody loads next year. OOPS, i got to go. i told you i had not much time. anyways,merry christmas, again! hugs!"i'm counting down the days to go.."hearts.anisiah
Thursday, December 21, 2006, 5:28 AM
`hello~!i've been posted to a girls sch!!! T.T sob sob. but the good thing is, tt girl sch is cedar! heh.hmmm. kimberly was posted to whitley. diana was posted to whitley. they're lucky to be in the same sch. T.T annie was posted to first toa payoh. she keeps complaining abt it cause she really hates first toa payoh and she was posted to thesch. heh. jing wen was posted to balestier hill sec which is merging with monks hill. yan yi was also posted to bhss.(so good...! they get to be in the same sch...) HE was also posted to bhss. edrick was posted to guangyang. (poor edrick...! not in whitley... XD) and loads more but i'm simply just too lazy to blog so much abt it. heh. ANYWAYS,went christmas shopping today with annie and kim. i was supposed to go to velocity with yanyi and jw but i had to go with kimmie and annie. got all the xmas prezzy's i need except for one. i have no idea what to get HIM!!! i hate getting gifts for guys. you nv really know what they like.oops, gtg. i ran out of time. need to go get smth. byee~!hearts.anisiah
, 3:58 AM
heyy,*sticks out tongue at all the ppl who asked me to make my font larger* I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE. FINALLY. AFTER AGES. 3 WEEKS AND 5 DAYS. THE WAIT FOR MY DELAYED PLANE WAS TORTURE. i was so hyperactive when the plane touch the ground. i was so happy that i was finally home. took a taxi back and blah blah. got home and immediately called kimberly. didn't pick up her phone. SHE ACTUALLY CALLED ME 10 MINUTES LATER. i have no idea how kimmy managed to find out i was at home since she didn't check her phone until much later when i was talking to her. -_- geez. WE TALKED FOR SO LONG UNTIL HER PARENTS CAME HOME. sigh. i went online later a little. and guess who was online...? HIM, yongi and kok how. i think tt was it. hmm. i can't remember. and after writing SOO many testimonials for different ppl, i finally decided toupdate my blog! i checked my tagboard and was horrified. 5 days and you guys can wreak havoc on my tagboard...! sheesh. i have to make so many replies. T.T ahh, forget it, flood my tagboard all you want. more stuff for me to do when you guys aren't online. *sticks out tongue, AGAIN* tmr...! can't wait. finally getting my posting results. my dad didn't send my EDUSAVE BURSARY to the community club near my house. i hated him for tt. wonder whether he's even coming home tmr morning to go collect my results with me. prob not. i'll probably have to go with my sis. geez. truthfully, i do have to apologize for not writing an entry for soo long. SORRY, ja? i was away at phil where i didn't manage to go to a cybercafe. heh.at least i updated when i got home! (: anyways, got to go...! i have to unpack. it's 3.58 am. OMFG!!! 3.58 am...! i have to iron my uniform, too. T.T TIRED TIRED. sob sob. BYE~!hearts.anisiah
Sunday, December 10, 2006, 8:26 PM
heyy,omfg, i feel like throwing up. i went to stanley market feeling fine but the bus ride back was so friggin' bumpy i could die. it's been an hour since i got off the bus yet i still feel sick. i hate bumpy rides. BLECH. i miss everybody. i know i keep saying tt but i really can't stand it anymore. i'm homesick and maybe tt's why i feel so frustrated and grumpy nowadays. i'll be back on the 20th. ten more days. i can't take it. a week and three days is too much. i prefer short holidays, 5 days max. 26 days is killer. and when i get back, i have to do so much unpacking cause i bought a whole load of crap here. not crap, la, but stuff tt i want but don't really need. who needs extra shirts man? maybe one of you ppl out there but definitely not me. i think i'm going to have to have some retail therapy when i get back. buy xmas prezzies. it'll cheer me up. i'm going to feel a whole lot different when i get back to SG. for all i know, my grandma might have gone through all my personal stuff while i was gone. 0_0 i'll manslaughter her if she did...!anyways,i'm having so much trouble deciding what to get ppl. like, i know what to get kim. i alr did. but everybody else, i'm having difficulty. i can't find nice stuff for annie. can't find cute stuff for yan yi and diana. can't find nice stuff for CJW. can't find anything HE will like. SIGH. maybe i'll go back to Sg and get`em where it's more pricey. blech.
i can't wait to go windsurfing in Boracay. i'm gonna' suck at it but i like the idea of it. i'll probably be petrified cause' i can't stand the idea of jellyfish or slimy fishes swimming around me. 0_0 god, no. JELLYFISHES?! sigh... but i still can't wait! pretty WHITE SAND and CLEAR BLUE WATERS. way better then anyday on the beach in Sg, i have to admit. but i still am homesick and i won't stop complaining. it's going to be so hectic when i get back to Sg. i wonder how my dad'll reward me for getting the aggregate tt i did get. wonder what position i was at sch...? hmmm. oh, i talked to Nico. i've nv met him before but he seems really nice and trustworthy. he kept me company online when i was so bored, waiting for everybody to come online. i think tt was two days ago. or was it ystd? ahh, i can't remember for the life of me. but anyway, i'm EXTREMELY disappointed tt nobody came online. i was hoping tt some ppl would but NOO. sigh. my social life has been very CRAPPY lately. not much ppl to talk to. very little emails. only my siblings and my blog to vent my frustration on. GOD I'M GETTING EMO. BLECH. i got a new wallet at stanley market. branded, wheee~! anybody heard of voodoo dolls? i love it i love it i love it!!! at first, i thought it was Volcom cause' of the logo but when my sis told me the logo was different, i freaked. i thought i bought a fake. LUCKILY, i realised tt the stall tt i got it from sold all real items, i calmed down and examined the wallet carefully. voodoo dolls. yep. crappy story to tell but what else do i have to say?i realise how messy my entries have become. instead of writing abt what happened today in order, i write it all over the place. crappy. i may not be making sense. just bear with it. the homesickness has gone to my head. effected me badly. lol. oh, and are che guevara shirts common in Sg? i think they rock but are they common...? gahh. if they aren't then gd. but if they are, i'll feel like a total poseur. JAMIE OLIVER IS FAT. fatfatfat. he used to be okay looking and not fat but now he has LAYERS. of fat tt is. maybe because he eats too much of the food tt he cooks. i'm not saying his cooking sucks cause' i've nv tried it and it looks super yummy. i'm still having a major headache and if i puke on my brother who is disturbing me, i don't care. serves him right anyway. this entry is super long. i nv realised. i just kept typing and typing. maybe i haven't lost my blogging skills. some ppl i knew used to plan what to write so it'll be interesting but i'll nv do tt. NEVER. i'll always write whats in my head. but of course, i don't tell you everything. like for example, i don't tell you tt i bought chewing gum. who needs to know tt...? sigh, i got to go. i have to eat. it's 8pm+ alr. miss you all so much! "KISS MY EYES AND LAY ME TO SLEEP."hearts.anisiahshazlin.
Thursday, December 07, 2006, 9:59 PM
heyy,i miss everybody soo much and i'm so friggin' sorry i haven't updated for a long time. no wonder you guys have been flooding my cbox. heh. kaykay, here's my promised "cheaper" wishlist for Xmas. `my [cheap] `wishlist. *sticks out tongue*1) necklace. (cheap one also can. just as long as you know i like it.) 2) wallet. (i love roxy and billabong but anything will do. you're buying it.)3) photo frame. (always wanted one. heh.)4) loadsa' shirts. SHIRTS. TOPS. BLAH. (go ahead. pile clothes on me.)5) wristbands. stuff like tt. (i like `em. try me.)6) a webcam. (this is probably the most expensive on the "cheap list". i can't resist.)7) flip flops. (need them. i'm going to Boracay in CONVERSE shoes. gosh!)8) sling bag. (i like `em. throwing away my older bags. i'm keeping kimmie's prezzy last year, though. XD)9) earrings. (bite me. i don't like BIG HOOPS. blech.)10) sleeve extensions. (BIG WANT. I WANT I WANT. ARGH!) there, 10 things tt i want. number 6 is probably the most expensive. (: heh. you know what? scratch number 6. i'll get a webcam myself. *sticks out tongue* ANYWAY,i'm still in HK. went to Ocean Park and rode lots of rides. kay-raging river, galleon and the flying swing.-happy? not loads but gd enough. got a portrait of me done there. i'm not showing anybody, it sucks! but i'm keeping it. payed HK$90 for it which is S$18. so exp. T.T anyway,my mum says tt in Boracay, there are vampires. it's an island resort. and you can't get off it when running away from a "vampire" so you gotta stay indoors after the street lights are turned off and you gotta' lace your doors, windows and beds with GARLIC. lol. IF GARLIC, WHY NOT HOLY WATER, EHH? i don't believe in "vampires". utter bull. crap. blah. forget abt it. no biggy.OH, AND IF I DO TURN INTO A "VAMPIRE" WHEN I COME BACK TO SG, LACE ME WITH GARLIC, WHEE~! lol. people who read my blog. if your link on my blog is wrong, ask me to re-link you at your new addy. PLEASE AND THANK YOU. and don't always flood my cbox. it's the only way for proper communication. TRALALA."WHERE YOU ARE, SEEMS TO BE, AS FAR AS AN ETERNITY."XOXO,-anisiah. hearts. nisha' misses you all.
Friday, December 01, 2006, 6:50 AM
heyy,guess what?!BAHAHAHAHAHA.i rode a boat to Llama island and ate seafood. AND ONE TRIP WAS 45 MINUTES. AND IT WAS SO FUN. but absolutely freezing cold. my eyes hurt cause they're practically dried up. T.T it's my bro's bday, i alr told you guys. me and my sis got him EXPENSIVE DKNY perfume which he liked alot alot. and i got my mum a nice lil' gift. and wrote her a note which she thanked me for saying it was super sweet, BLAH BLAH. I MISS HIM. I MISS KIM. I MISS ANNIE. I MISS YAN YI. I MISS DIANA. I MISS... ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE in SG. i could cry. if i haven't alr. (I HAVEN'T, HONEST!!!) i wonder what to get everybody...LEAVE A WISHLIST, LEAVE A WISHLIST ON MY TAGBOARD, PPLLEEAASSEE. ~`my `wishlist~1) sleeve extensions (will do..)2) new handphone *smiles*3) laptop (PLEASE?)4) converse high cut shoes. (pwweeaassee?)5) a nice necklace tt i'll nv take off. (:alright, i gtg.I MISS EVERYBODY LOADS."i'm counting down the days to go..."anisiah
