HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
t-rex gaygay
twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Sunday, December 10, 2006, 8:26 PM
heyy,omfg, i feel like throwing up. i went to stanley market feeling fine but the bus ride back was so friggin' bumpy i could die. it's been an hour since i got off the bus yet i still feel sick. i hate bumpy rides. BLECH. i miss everybody. i know i keep saying tt but i really can't stand it anymore. i'm homesick and maybe tt's why i feel so frustrated and grumpy nowadays. i'll be back on the 20th. ten more days. i can't take it. a week and three days is too much. i prefer short holidays, 5 days max. 26 days is killer. and when i get back, i have to do so much unpacking cause i bought a whole load of crap here. not crap, la, but stuff tt i want but don't really need. who needs extra shirts man? maybe one of you ppl out there but definitely not me. i think i'm going to have to have some retail therapy when i get back. buy xmas prezzies. it'll cheer me up. i'm going to feel a whole lot different when i get back to SG. for all i know, my grandma might have gone through all my personal stuff while i was gone. 0_0 i'll manslaughter her if she did...!anyways,i'm having so much trouble deciding what to get ppl. like, i know what to get kim. i alr did. but everybody else, i'm having difficulty. i can't find nice stuff for annie. can't find cute stuff for yan yi and diana. can't find nice stuff for CJW. can't find anything HE will like. SIGH. maybe i'll go back to Sg and get`em where it's more pricey. blech.
i can't wait to go windsurfing in Boracay. i'm gonna' suck at it but i like the idea of it. i'll probably be petrified cause' i can't stand the idea of jellyfish or slimy fishes swimming around me. 0_0 god, no. JELLYFISHES?! sigh... but i still can't wait! pretty WHITE SAND and CLEAR BLUE WATERS. way better then anyday on the beach in Sg, i have to admit. but i still am homesick and i won't stop complaining. it's going to be so hectic when i get back to Sg. i wonder how my dad'll reward me for getting the aggregate tt i did get. wonder what position i was at sch...? hmmm. oh, i talked to Nico. i've nv met him before but he seems really nice and trustworthy. he kept me company online when i was so bored, waiting for everybody to come online. i think tt was two days ago. or was it ystd? ahh, i can't remember for the life of me. but anyway, i'm EXTREMELY disappointed tt nobody came online. i was hoping tt some ppl would but NOO. sigh. my social life has been very CRAPPY lately. not much ppl to talk to. very little emails. only my siblings and my blog to vent my frustration on. GOD I'M GETTING EMO. BLECH. i got a new wallet at stanley market. branded, wheee~! anybody heard of voodoo dolls? i love it i love it i love it!!! at first, i thought it was Volcom cause' of the logo but when my sis told me the logo was different, i freaked. i thought i bought a fake. LUCKILY, i realised tt the stall tt i got it from sold all real items, i calmed down and examined the wallet carefully. voodoo dolls. yep. crappy story to tell but what else do i have to say?i realise how messy my entries have become. instead of writing abt what happened today in order, i write it all over the place. crappy. i may not be making sense. just bear with it. the homesickness has gone to my head. effected me badly. lol. oh, and are che guevara shirts common in Sg? i think they rock but are they common...? gahh. if they aren't then gd. but if they are, i'll feel like a total poseur. JAMIE OLIVER IS FAT. fatfatfat. he used to be okay looking and not fat but now he has LAYERS. of fat tt is. maybe because he eats too much of the food tt he cooks. i'm not saying his cooking sucks cause' i've nv tried it and it looks super yummy. i'm still having a major headache and if i puke on my brother who is disturbing me, i don't care. serves him right anyway. this entry is super long. i nv realised. i just kept typing and typing. maybe i haven't lost my blogging skills. some ppl i knew used to plan what to write so it'll be interesting but i'll nv do tt. NEVER. i'll always write whats in my head. but of course, i don't tell you everything. like for example, i don't tell you tt i bought chewing gum. who needs to know tt...? sigh, i got to go. i have to eat. it's 8pm+ alr. miss you all so much! "KISS MY EYES AND LAY ME TO SLEEP."hearts.anisiahshazlin.
