HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
t-rex gaygay
twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 12:40 AM
hello~!i have fully recovered. lol. i'm no longer in the i-don't wanna'-talk-to-ppl mode. you can see why. OHH, PPL WHO TAGGED MY CBOX DON'T MAKE IT ANY BETTER EITHER. especially pudid who just only visited my blog for the first time. i don't recall him visiting my blog ever. MEAN-IE. FYI, pudid, when was the last time you talked to me properly? ): right.the last three entries i've posted are awkward. very awkward. i can't believe i've shared tt much personal info to the whole world. TOO MUCH PERSONAL INFO. i'm not going to delete them, i see no point. practically everybody's read them. and i'm fine by the fact tt nobody sided me cause i was being mean in the first place. can't believe i acted on impulse. i don't usually do tt.well.my new year may seem all jolly now but guess what? it's still the same. AND THE FRIGGIN' REASON is because my mother, who promised tt she won't go back to HK for awhile is going back on the SIXTH. 6/1/2007. T.T she's supposed to stay longer. she doesn't care, sia. our sch's finally starting and she wants to go back. HMPH. i doubt she's coming back soon. she's leaving us here again in the care of our father who really doesn't do much. ANOTHER SOB STORY. i shld just take it as it comes like i usually do but i guess life with my parents is getting kinda' tough. especially since me annd my bro are in secondary alr and my sis is in pre-uni. they're being unfair to us. VERY UNFAIR. but anways (:it's 2nd jan alr. 40 minutes past 2nd jan. AND I CAN'T SLEEP. i shldn't have taken a nap earlier today. i shld have gone to vivo city or smth. i shld have wrapped my books! speaking of wrapping books, i can't wrap for nuts. my sis tried to teach me but i ended up taking half an hour to wrap one of my maths textbooks. pathetic. my mum used to help mewrap my books. i feel like a kid. a really dumb and pathetic one. ohh, an annoying one at tt. i'm 12 going on 13 and i can't even wrap my own textbooks! gee.ohh, the arsenal match is at 3.30am today and i hope i can stay up till' then. i highly doubtmy father will even let me watch it. i wonder when he's coming home... hmmm. arsenal must win. we are alr out of the champions league and we cannot afford to lose anymore of our matches. we need to be at least top four. liverpool's alr 3rd/4th on the table, i can't really remember. *scratches head* ohh. btw. IS ANYBODY GOING BACK TO BHPS ON 3RD JANUARY FOR A LITTLE GATHERING? anybody want? if not many ppl, forget it. whitley-an's have orientation camp, i think. T.T am i going to be alone or is anybody going. i'd hate to be alone. feels so awkward.anw (xplease visit my other site when it's not under construction. i will post the sites addy on my next entry. will blog soon.hearts.anisiah
