HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
t-rex gaygay
twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Monday, January 01, 2007, 3:15 AM
heyy,this entry is for kimberly. i feel like a despo here but i don't care anymore. i want kim to know tt i'm sorry. especially if you didn't read my email. i hope you read it though. it would be a waste if you didn't. and i hate to repeat what i've alr done.kimberly, i am very sorry. i've been selfish, self-centered, horrid, immature and unkind towards you. i guess i always have. i really shldn't have. everything during the past few days has made me think. including those two "anonymous" ppl i have tagging me. they're right, i shld get a life myself. wtf am i doing with my life anyway? i lock myself up at home afraid tt someone might judge me. so many alr have. including ppl i don't even know. i carry myself like some proud person but truthfully, i'm not very happy with what i've done with my reputation at all. i tarnished it. ever since i transfered to bhps from yckps, i've been in a horrible state. maybe my parent's divorce got to my head or maybe it's just how i am. i've noticed it and i'm guilty of not changing even though i promise myself to. i'm usually known as the i-play-soccer type. some ppl call me a slut but i AM NOT. I HATE THE IDEA OF BEING SLEAZY AND FOOLING AROUND WITH A GUY. there's only one guy tt i've actually fallen for and i actually do care abt. and other than tt, my next priority is kimberly and then comes all the other friends i'm close to like annie, yan yi, diana and etc. although my family comes first, i take it tt everybody feels tt way abt their families too. you know what? SORRY to all those ppl i've actually let down before. sorry to almost evryone i know. from now on, i'm going to speak my mind, be mature and change for the better. kim, you gave me an eye-opener. i really don't care who reads this. it's possibly meant for everybody out there. i guess i speak from experience. i'm a secondary sch kid and not an adult who knows everything. everybody makes mistakes. running away from your mistakes is equally as bad, i guess. kim, forgive me, ja? *gives a pathetic smile*i'm out for now. i'm exhausted and i want time on my own, ja? please do ring me up. i'm bored at home and i want to buy myself a nice new pencilbox and stationary. ohh, and i am in dying need of attention. can i go over to somebody's house, please? (i'm acting as though nth has happened, sheesh. -_-") btw, this is the saddest entry i've had in ages.hearts. anisiah
