HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
t-rex gaygay
twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Thursday, January 11, 2007, 8:21 PM
okay.today, i'm not happy.firstly,the reason why i changed back my skin is because i didn't really like the other skin anymore. i love this one. secondly, induction ceremony rehearsal SUCKED. i hated it so much. we had to stand super still and not breathe a word. like wtf. dont be so harsh on us...!anw.I DID NOT COPY ANNIE. i totally forgot. if we aregrowing distant and you want to tell me off, say it straight, guys! i really did not copy annie. AND IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE IT, FINE. i will. smth original. I AM NO POSEUR. michelle and i laughed alot today because of shandeep, atiqah, dhivya and ariel. hilarious.i realise smth. i've been blogging less and less abt my pri sch friends and i guess it's kinda' bad of me since i promised not to lose contact and all. i'd say tt it's very difficult for me since we're all in diff schools but i can't use tt as an excuse since when i get home,i can go online and chat or call you guys up. sorry. i feel like i don't know you guys anymore. what some of you said abt me falling apart is true. i am growing distant. i'm highly influenced by my new friends so i'm sorry. i guess it's just an act to fit in. everybody does tt but itlooks like i'm in desperate need of it. NOONE except adel and joypriya is in cedar so i feel kinda' lonely and upset smtimes tt i know i have to make an effort to fit in.if i've made you upset too, i'm really sorry. i don't know how many times i'll apologize but, ya.anw.if you guys find my blog boring, you could be more lenient abt it. i haven't had as much time as everybody else to blog, you know? it's tough smtimes. instead of blogging everyday like i usually do, i'm blogging less and less. but truthfully, somedays i really have a boring day at sch so you can't blame me for writing lame stuff. and i don't blog much abt you guys (pri sch friends) either. sorry.tmr i really have no idea how many ppl are going back to bhps cause everybody cancels at the last minute. i hate tt fact. ihope my besties come, at least. i need to catch up on what i've missed-alot. i'm no longer close to you guys.i even feel non-existent to you guys anymore. wish i kept more in contact from the first day of sch. it was my mistake. and it's not like i have anyone arnd me nowadays. i don't go out. i just go home, do hmwork and sleep. not much of a life, ehh? you'd hate my life if you were me. it's so quiet now. it used to be bustling with activities and stuff but not anymore. getting used to sec sch life is tough, i guess. some of you are lucky cause' you have each other at sch. i regret going to cedar, sometimes. at others, i'm really happy. i have absolutely no idea why. i was so happy to see kim and annie ystd evening! yay, you guys came over! well, not into my house, ya. we ate "polvorons". it's a filipina snack. we all prefered the chocolate one. i hadn't tried tt one before and i guess it's really yummy! haha. after tt, we went to the playground near JW's house and sat there. KIM TOOK MY SLIPPERS AND THREW THEM ARND. T.T hee. but got her sch shoes as well. basically, it was just chasing each other for our shoes/slippers. LOL. they had to go home after tt which was sad. cause i miss them alot. i guess they've changed like me too cause we all act differently. i guess i've becomemore nredy. it's cedar's fault. they made me nerdy (: haha. but you guys aren'taslight bit nerdy. like look at me! high socks, tucked in shirt, wear tie always, no fringe allowed, long skirt. of course i've been turned into a nerd on the outside. i'm still the same on the inside. if you even understand what i mean, kim and annie. sigh... why must things be so diff.. will i see you guys on friday?(:please come.anisiahloveschocolatessodoyoudotcom. ta-daa.
