HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
ART.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007, 8:39 PM
cry on the couch,
all the poets come to life.
fix me in 45.hey.
I AM DEPRESSED. well, a little. i'm still very happy at what the JUMPERS and GARDENIAS managed to achieve, but not me. yes, not me. i can't seem to do HJ, anymore. i don't know what is making me think so negatively but it's effecting me badly. i wish i was more confident. i shall try my best, again.
i screwed up my jumps at only 125 cm, which is horribly low. and yes, i cried. i sat alone at the side and cried. everybody comforted me but i only smiled when syuhaidah had her PB. pfffft.
save me.during training, benjamin tan kept looking at me. he's a ding. dingydingding.
we did 120mx5 and on my last run, i worked my leg up too hard and i strained my hamstrings for awhile. it hurt so bad i stopped running and fell to the grass. thank god no teacher saw me, i would've died out of embarrassment, but alot of people did come to my rescue. even celeste, i think. (: yay, thank you all for caring. it doesn't hurt anymore but i'm not going to put my legs under too much pressure for now, just in case.
me, tiffany and stephanie went to TP after training/competition and on the way to get food, we met up with eva, taina, lifen and wendelynn but they went to eat at pizza hut, i think. met up with jacinda, too. quite fun, la. we were sharing everything. x)
i feel better, now. i love ranting and raving on my blog, it just takes the weight of things. I HAVE SOMEWHERE TO STORE MEMORIES, too.
MEMORIES NEVER LONG FORGOTTEN.BYE.
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shazlinnnandhervintagesweetnothings.
