HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
ART.
Sunday, April 22, 2007, 7:26 PM
"
Why your classmates?
Don't you just love them?
What happened to that Gardenia fuckin' the bread people crap?
When you gasped, it was more of a "Oh no, I'm busted" look.
You could have said 'hello'.
But you were in total lost of shock.
You dropped your shoebag and your arms were like a meter opened wide.
Damn, you should have seen that look for yourself. Priceless.
You didn't had to send that long, mean message.
You could have excused yourself from public, go home and call any of us and talk the shit out.
And we didn't hurt you at all.
Instead, Kim was hurt cause you told her you have some track shits and won't be free till six.
But we saw you and your snobby friends at the library, laughing the shit out of yourselves, at two.
Oh, and your friends, yes.
They don't even know what fuckin' happened.
Of course, they assumed that their baobei or whatever you call it is the one getting fucked.
Maybe they're the reason why you're like this now.
Maybe they have you on their fingers.
Sounds sorta like Arrian, eh.
Yes, Adilah told Kim about what you said about her when you actually didn't.
And you, acting this way, made her think that it's true.
Kim told me she got pissed but she said that she also thinks Adilah was lying.
Then, Adilah told you lies about what Kim said.
You got pissed, sent a mean message, avoided/ignored Kim for a couple of weeks.
You chose to believe Adilah.
Remember that Wanting issue?
You scolded me for being rude to someone I don't know at all.
I didn't apologize to Wanting, but I did to you.
Your friends just fuckin' did that same thing and you think it was right of them.
The one minute we're friends, and the next, we're not thing, that's what YOU are doing.
You've been dragging this shit since December.
And since then, we've been forgiving you again and again.
And now, you're saying, "Maybe you deserved it".
I don't just drag random people in to the problems.
Jw sent Kim mean messages, too.
See, they are not just random people."
tooken from; http://www.velvetrevolver-x.blogspot.com
fag off.
yes, in fact, i do love them.
nothing happened to it.
we just drifted apart and i put the pieces back together.
but i don't want to with YOU.
i gasped because i was fucking
HAPPY to see you guys.
i told kimberly that i had sports day and i didn't have school.
so don't give me bollocks.
i hate bullshit.
thanks, at least i give antiquely piceless looks.
and what if i didn't want to talk the shit out?
who said i ever wanted to ever since you left me hanging, optionless.
how would you know if you didn't hurt me?
are you emotionally connected to me or something?
NO.
let me repeat; I HAD SPORTS DAY AND NO SCHOOL, DEAF.
well, they did know. I TOLD THEM.
AND I AM GETTING FUCKED.
FUCKED BY YOUR MIND GAMES.
FUCKED BY EVERYTHING YOU DARED TO SAY OR DO.
in fact, right now, i'd prefer arrian's company a MILLION TIMES more than yours.
i don't care what you think anymore, it's useless.
and of course i chose to believe adilah.
adilah NEVER did anything bitch-worthy in primary school, did she now?
if you ever listened once, you would know.
but you never listen.
you never did apologize sincerely.
me? DRAGGING THIS SHIT?!
who was the one who left me alone when i came back!
who was the one who made me feel friendless!
i've not forgotten;
YOU & KIMBERLY!they are random people because they were never involved in this.
never involved and civilised.
but we've turned out like some tornado on it's final gust.
i hate it. i hate you.
i don't care anymore. i wish i never tried.
and that one phone call?
yes, that ONE phone call.
how pathetic were your attempts?
we don't need to fight fair. never did.
cut me loose, i don't want to be tied to you, ever again.
you know who you guys are.
I HATE CYBER FIGHTS.
but at least i've gotten YOU AND HER off me.
such a burden, tsk.
&shazlinSPEAKS.
