HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
{anisiah
shazlin.
definition; (: boisterous, athletic, fun and teenspirit-ed.
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twelve-
teen
thir
teen soon.
100794
POET.
BALESTIER ; CEDAR.
ONE/CEE 07'
greenhouse effect; GARDENIA!
track&field team
soccer.
CHOCOLATE(:
silver&black&white&red&purple&green
guitarists
are sexiest.
taken. i
loveyou.
i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Friday, April 20, 2007, 8:29 PM
&michelle
&ariel
&syuhaidah
&alex
some sort of window to your right
as he goes left and you stay right
between the lines of fear and blame
and you begin to wonder why you came
where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and I would have stayed up with you all night
had I known how to save a life.i am afraid. i don't want to hurt anyone. i don't want to hurt you guys, especially. i want to wake up where you guys are and start a new but how can i turn back time? i can't erase what i've already done and i can't reach out to you guys, the bridge is broken. you guys have always been there for me but i never listened long enough and never let anyone borrow my shoulder because i was stupidly wallowing in my own world of sympathy. i need none. i wish we could go back so i could do something right and not hurt anyone. most of all, i'm hurting myself by doing this. i want to hug you guys and tell you i'll be there for you but i'm always too busy to act as if i know you all. i missed everyone today even though i was with you. i wish i could to talk to you guys but i can't seem to initiate any form of conversation. it's either that or you won't let me. have i passed off as someone you would love to hate? i'm still scared. i don't want to hurt you guys and i don't want to hurt anybody else. especially people who are already upset. i want to erase my existence sometimes so that everybody would be happier and i won't be such a burden. i want to wake up where you are.
