HELLO.
Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies
I won't let you fall until you let it go
HERO.
of the muddle-headed one.
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i'm a tragic affair.
Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty.
ART.
Sunday, April 22, 2007, 1:45 AM
"
You had the fuckin' chance to say something.
But you did none.
You just dropped your shoebag and gasped.
So, we thought you didn't want us to be in that scene.
Soon, you blamed it on Kim.
A mean message.
Didn't you say 'Don't bother patching us up again'?
And why can't you talk to both of us?
You're so unreasonable.
You've been lying all this time.
And i know that Jw was with you when you were talking to Kim.
You keep doing this.
I'm fucking sick of it."
I WASN'T REFERING TO
YOU OR
HER.
I WAS REFERING TO MY
CLASSMATES.
I GASPED BECAUSE I WAS SURPRISED TO SEE YOU.
I WANTED TO SAY 'HELLO' BUT YOU WALKED OFF.
I SENT YOU THAT MESSAGE BECAUSE I WANTED TO HURT YOU LIKE YOU HURT ME.
I DON'T WANT TO PATCH UP.
I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO EITHER OF YOU.
YOU'RE THE UNREASONABLE ONE.
I HAVEN'T BEEN LYING.
I WASN'T WITH JINGWEN, LEAVE HER OUT OF OUR PROBLEM.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
I'M SICK OF YOU AND YOUR CHARACTER.
YOU LIVE IN TOTAL DENIAL OF YOURSELF.
i'm really angry at
you and
her. i'd like you to leave other people out of this because this is our problem. i don't like the way you drag random people in just because you dislike them and you assume that everything i do, they are involved. can't you understand anything i try to lay out for you? if you read my previous entry today, you'll see that i'm far from patching up.
come break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you.
